Progress pics…In 12s….such a weird time in my journey….

 So Here is my Progress~

julyprogresspic.jpg picture by midnightdreamerstudio July Progress pic in my new 12s ;)

Junes Progress pic in 14s

Mays Progress Pic in 15s

Feb/March Progress Pic in 16s

So that is my progress in pics, not bad…this has been a great journey, its not over yet of course…..though size 12 was my main goal, its not over yet I think I could make it to 10s and then 8s….who knows maybe even 6s ?!?!?!

But this is the weird part, I thought once I was in 12s I would feel so good, so accomplished, but I dont….I dont feel like 12s are good enough, though I know inside me that getting from size 24 to 12s is a huge accomplishment, I dont feel like its good enough…I cant stop now, I catch myself still feeling sooooo big, I guess I am just still not happy with my body, with how much space I am taking up….but I am on the level, that I know I can work out, I can work my body harder than I ever thought I would be able to, and I LOVE it! Now a confession, I think I am obsessed with working out, and even though I know I may be over doing it, I dont care, I work out three times a day for 25-45 minute sessions, I try to make sure I take one day off a week at least, but on my days off I still have to get in one or two work outs, how sad is that?! Sparkpeople.com has my calorie intake a day set between 2100-2500, and I cant eat that much, but I do try…I am just so set on this path, I am in a good routine, maybe over doing it a bit, but it feels so good to push myself, its like an addiction now almost, but I had to come clean on that, it feels good to get it off my chest lol!

I sat out to be a size 12, now its time to proove to myself I can reach any goal.

I am sorry I havent been any kind of good buddy, I havent been a good team mate, I have just been so busy, I am trying to get back into my art and that feels sooooooo good! Being able to create, I think the freedom of creative expression is soooooo very important for the spirit, and when the sdpirit feels satisfied the mind and body follows ;)

I am going to try to get in more time on the compy, please, please forgive me for not being on as much as I should…..but I do want you to know I think about all my buddy’s and team mates all the time… and I figured out what my reward for reaching my main goal is going to be, a tiger tattoo, a symbol for not only the inner strength of the spirit, but also a symbol  my WILDCATS, they have helped me soooooo much, and because ofcourse I have always loved big cats ;)

Sending hugz to all my buddies and teams kitties….And I hope to be on here more often!

Spread Peace and Love Always!
Leah♥

9 Comments so far

  1. beckyboo @ July 6th, 2009

    U r LOOKING and FEELING amazing, LEAH ! I dont think ur working out is bad. My roommate in college was very fitness-eee - and even taught spinning and aerobics—she exercised hours each day—ur an athlete now, girl ! Embrace it :) U look as if u r glowing ! I am chasing u still, kay? I just got into 14’s a few weeks ago so I will be stealing ur clothes soon ~~~ happy to see an update from u sweet buddy o mine :)

  2. TerisJourney @ July 6th, 2009

    You look fantastic! Enjoy it and pursue your dreams… :0)

  3. kyliejo @ July 6th, 2009

    Wow you keep looking more and more amazing!!!!!!!!!
    I agree with Becky, you are an athlete now!! :)

  4. kamaperry @ July 6th, 2009

    OMG!!! YOu look incredible!! Keep it up! I know what you mean, I am a total exercise addict, but I love what I can do.!!! I want to get a Hello Kitty Tat, for the Wildcats, too!

  5. swalose75 @ July 7th, 2009

    WOW you are doing great.
    Down a size a month.
    YOU LOOK FANTASTIC but I bet you could get down to a 10 or even 8 because you are developing a little hard body :D
    You are an inspiration!!!

  6. grapeape @ July 7th, 2009

    Holy friggin cow!!! I am sooooo proud of you! You look amazing and I can tell from your blog how much better you feel! Embrace the new you! You should be sooooooo proud!

  7. sayalot @ July 8th, 2009

    You look amazing! Congradulations! I think it’s awesome that you are getting back into your art!

  8. meltingaway @ July 8th, 2009

    Your success is amazing. Enjoy it! The Tiger Tatto sounds like a great way to celebrate your loss. Your wieght graph is freaky inspiring. Keep up the great work.

  9. meltingaway @ July 8th, 2009

    Oops I meant freakin not freaky.

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